Phases - Peaks and Valleys
We all go through phases in life. The character of each varies, but it's oft true that the passing from one to another is by peaks and valleys. In recent times, I've been going through a phase...or phases. One the one hand, I'm happy and fulfilled with aspects of my life, particularly those parts that require giving of myself in one way or another. On the other hand, I am struggling. It's as though I feel stuck and the way out is evading me. The latter is not with me daily, but it feels constant...regularly paced...at intervals. Here's my theory - the heat that we've been experiencing has sapped much energy from my body. But the lack of mental kinetic energy to push through and make certain things happen is just not there as I'd like it to be. It's though I'm watching myself, having gauged where I need to be, yet trying to get there or reaching my hand toward the goal, but not even getting close, or being close enough, yet far away. I was lamenti...