Crying Out
Tonight I cried. I cried because God knows the language of tears. I cried because words can't fully express how I'm feeling. Night after night, I feel as though my bed is a place of torture. For a few months now, I have been having issues with my back. It's one thing to have discomfort and even pain during the days. It's another to have it affect the one thing you need most to heal - rest. Finding that comfortable position and being able to sleep throughout the night has evaded my reality for month now. It's increasingly difficult be smile and bear it. It's hard to not focus on it when it is my daily thorn. I try to encourage myself to keep hope alive and keep on praying. And I'll continue to do so. But times like tonight are hard...no matter what I do, I can't get a reprieve from my back issues and I can't sleep because of it. So I cried, because it's really the only thing I can really do right now that God will understand. The righteous c...